Thank you for that additional information.
I agree with your doctor:
It is time to go to the professional who deals with this sort of thing a lot. I suggest you consult with a psychiatrist.
It is a good sign that you were able to have a relationship for two years.....but it is a serious warning sign that you have already been in trouble with the law twice.
If you don't seek out help now, while you are young, your changes of doing well as an adult are slim from what you have posted.
Does this make sense to you?
Now, time to do your part and mash the positive feedback button for me....
It's safe for you to press the positive feedback button now if you so desire. And, never fear, even after you press that button I'll still be right here to continue helping you, but, as I do work for tips, I want to make sure you are happy before rating me.
Dr. Rick MD FACS
I wish you the very best. Have a good week.