I am so sorry to hear how you are struggling and very glad you reached out and are desirous of finding a therapist. Here is one I found in Orlando for you. She works with people that have ptsd and uses emdr in her practice. here is her link http://harmonycounselingbpd.com/about-us/
Here is one more for you to explore. http://crystalhollenbeck.com/services/eye-movement-desensitization-and-reprocessing-emdr/trauma-abuse/
Let me know how I can support you further.
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