Hi, Dr. Stan here to help. I empathize with you. It is difficult to make adjustments of this kind. You should call Psychiatrists in your area and schedule an appointment. You can also try to go to an Urgent Care center for immediate treatment. If you feel you must have care immediately, you can call 911 and request ambulance transport to a hospital. I hope this is helpful and I am here to answer any additional questions you may have. Please provide a positive rating of 3-5 stars for my response. Thank you and I hope you find relief quickly.