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Hello and thank you for using JustAnswer. Unfortunately it would be unethical to diagnose someone over the internet, but right now you have to focus on getting a good hard diagnosis to explain your symptoms and then focus on treatment. While what your family may think can be difficult, but you have to focus on your own well being at this point and moving forward. If you just stay like this than your symptoms will unfortunately worsen and become more and more ingrained which will cause difficulties in your overall treatment. The earlier you can receive treatment the better for you. Right now try not to focus on what everyone else will think or even about the future because the future is unwritten, you only have control of the here and now, so what you do in the present is all that matters, which is why you need to seek out treatment as soon as you can
What were you expecting exactly?