My job, among other things are stressing me out. Usually I don't get stressed, but because this has lingered on for so long, it's taking a toll on me.
I've worked at my job for a year now. It's been a blessing. My first six figure job. I'm able to take care of myself, my family and also fund my growing business. The past 7 months, my father has been in and out of the hospital. That took a toll on me, escpecially because I am his only child. I work in another state and constantly drove back and forth every day to see him. Besides that, my job is very demanding and I felt at that time that I had no time to breathe or time for myself.
Since the new year began, I have not been feeling like working. I have not had energy or enthusiasm to work and I don't like my job like I once did
. My managers are demanding and though I produce and do a good job, it's hard to keep up. I feel like I'm slacking.
Besides that, my dream is to run my business full time. I told myself if I worked until 2018, I could have enough money saved and my business would be in a position to allow me to work solely for myself without my job. I'm not sure if I can wait that long anymore. I need something else and fast.
Besides that, I'm turning 30 in 16 days and I think I'm having a nervous breakdown. I told my bestfriend and she basically told me "we're all stressed so deal with it". We also work together. I told my boyfriend and he doesn't have anything to say. He pretends I'm not stressed and I'm find. I'm assuming he doesn't know how to handle that.
I really have no one to talk to. You're my only option. I've talked to God and He recommended I talk to you.