I am sorry that you have anxiety and ADHD, but it is unclear what question you are asking about these conditions.
It is still unclear what question you are asking.
If you are asking how you can receive care without waiting until May, there are a couple of options.
One possible option would be for your regular doctor to contact a Psychiatrist to see if you can get worked into the schedule sooner. Another possible option would be a local mental health clinic that is designed to address urgent mental health issues. These are available in most communities, although the exact structure will vary from one community to another. If you check with the local health department or hospital emergency room, they can usually give you contact information so that you can be seen more quickly.
Please let me know if I can provide other information,