About two weeks ago, I stopped having emotions, guilt, sympathy and empathy.
I mean..... all of the things I just listed were already pretty weak but now it seems like all those things just shut down....
I've started imagining me killing people, and I don't feel sadness, guilt, pleasure, etc.
And I know I should! I know that me from two weeks ago would have cried by just thinking about this, but I don't.
I don't feel affection towards any of my friends or family.... I've even imagined killing them and I still don't feel sad
or guilty that I took the life out of another being.
I guess on a positive note I still remember how it felt to have feeling and care. I still have my principles of what's right and wrong..... Well.... maybe not... Yesterday in class, one of my close friends said that it would be awful if I moved. I'm moving in one year. And I felt joy. At first all I could think about was that I had experienced joy again, for a few moments I forgot my old princip