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Hello and thank you for using JustAnswer. I am very sorry that you are having these severe depressive symptoms and thoughts of committing suicide, but you need to go to the nearest emergency room to check yourself in for your safety so that you do not make any impulsive decision that will hurt you. Depression can be treated with the right regimen of medications and therapy, but you need to take the first step to protect yourself and please go to the emergency room.