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There is no doubt those are issues of concern. It is important though that you not try to stir up memories. It seems they are coming in their own time. Let nature take its course. My thoughts are you have enough to work through without forcing those things you don't remember. As you revisit the past in general the layers of camaflouge will peel back reveling those things you don't remember. I strongly recommend you seek a therapist that can help you with through this. Someone versed in emdr might be a good choice. If you wish we could set up a phone session ourselves. Does all that make sense?