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Hello and thank you for using JustAnswer. It sounds like you are suffering from a Depressive Disorder, so have you considered trying an antidepressant and/or going to therapy?
It is possible you may have a combination of self-esteem issues (linked to depression) and social anxiety, as these two commonly go together. It can be easily resolved with Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT). Would you be willing to undergo such therapy with a psychologist in your area?