I'm very confused or maybe paranoid. Maybe some of your input can help me clarify the situation a little better.
I am a respected 32 year old male in my profession and community.
About a year ago, i broke up with my long term girlfriend.
I was a bit confused and felt alone. So i ended up partying a bit and come a cross younger girls(18-23). I flirted, partied with some of them, and even had encounter with a 18 year old.
Now i feel very ashamed of what i did
, and will never do it again.
But what worries me is the talk of the town. I haven't notice anything different, but we all know how young girls like to gossip.
I'm very worried about my reputation. If this things come out it will be bad for me.
I have noticed a decrease in my business last couple of months. I don't know if it has something to do with it, or it's just a coincidence and I'm just being paranoid.
But no body have mentioned or said anything. On the other hand i don't think they will if they heard anything.