Dr. Z. My youth was tough nd i came out of that. In the 801s life was tough and i worked and studied maths. I had a Goal. But Bordy only lay on brureau's which i one time saw what frome and then she made the impression it stopped, but it didn`t it is just like an addiction it worsens. She wanted two babies and that happened, but while i was working she let the neighbours in with the nephewes. I remarked that when Julius, sorry began licking her crotch while she sat on the couch, she admitted that on internet hersellf, so she was the incestculprit not i. I want justice but you don`nt willing the best for me that i 1 seconde will be confronted with that creep cause she let,s Julius earn money in Milano and not as a professor. I know going away here by the GGZ who still like the police think that i am hannibal Lecter, but elas she is it and badder things will happen. In a few hours when i am exhausted she sends the boys, knowing i can not much do anymore and they will say with him we can nothing, she instignitates that. She does not want that i do anything let me type please with the boys. Marnix can get money back, but he has to rule that himself, but while she controls everything he has no chance to even get to an enveloppe. I made out with one of the GGZ the scariest one that this learnedhelplessness must stop. And if i why? Yes Youytcare that brothell, than he and Julius must at least have an integer and good coach so that they study. But the man is so afraid of these bulleys that will take at least a month and then the ciphers are ready i mean the results. What now i am sick crawling through the house. Bordy will never make contact and they are to stupid to phone. How could anything except the wrong ones, but i must to go and sleep no. Bordy olans this helplessness also always in the weekends when only you are reachable. She hates that, that they do`nt know here is another court case. Her friend is Directer and her pimp.Do you kust any brown beans we say here. I am calm cause there are only things to plan and organize. That's why i like my computer. The ones that are not calm are the one` s except you who should help me. It`s to laugh your heart out and i do when i smoke my sioux pipe. But the big trap STILL remains that i am Hannibal Lecter and you can take poisin for that, that Bordy and my sister lover do remainding them that .Sho now a good curse and life goes on. Amen. Good advice is never cheap. Not even my mum could create such a criminal mess. And everyone in Drenthe immediately believed i did these things, abuse of the elderly. What plans are we going to make or advise you me to do?
The lunatic must quietly rest some in the asylum and the start very cousiously therapy. I never in my life seen someone so afraid of me, i did an old bastard trick. I sain in the 10 months i've been here nobody fas outer giving me a hand toughed me, so would you be so kin an com and lay beside me , no contact, because i`ve been beat most of the time i can without. You should have seen her eyes normally brown, now so yellow as an American Eagle? Yhat is from the beginning in 1986 on the case, do you understand that or has it to do with the cruising and building tensions? Do you understand what acomlex case we have here? The father high in the school high in the church, mum in the community and all f**king their sissie of 3. A bit wrong wind from the USA perhaps? But how to get out of this mess? Of course Youth care and the disaster psychologist high regarded people atb teh school from the boys. The first e-mails
drop in you always can become a carpenter, They mean with Julius Al the CArpenter from Chicago of course. It` s a gray dull dutch day here. Should a newspaper be interested or is that a total false idea? In the town of the parents perhaps.I bam beginning to get proud of my parents,
after all they now the ten commandments , they fought the Germans and the difference between dood and evill thus also what a bastards they were. Maybe they understood the word regret. Patton thought he was the
re"incarnatuion of Alexander the great, you knew that? Too wild for a normal general and a little bit to narcisstic. The afraid one of the GGZ if he really gets afraid he gegins to talk to me as if i am 97! To calm me down perhaps. Do you have an expressin for that in psych if someone gets scared the other gets madder, or angryer?
Why didn!t youthcare asked her: " and what did you do?" Because they knnew of course, please let me go to court in all the cases and explain to them that we don`t live in 1811 anymore? I go and let my mind get some
not sleeping five days sound and stabl and practicale and STABLE ideas, perhaps a little bit of emotion? You must be tired or flabbergastered or fillibusterd and tired too, or do have to work further?
I leave it here by confrere, i hear from you, ask queietly some other experts, maybe a laywer, they here always ask me and what is the case????????????? They should produce an o\unoverwinnable case not ? aND IN A COULE OF HOURS I MAY NOT GO TO THE HOSPITAL FROM MAAMIE. i FOUGHT WITH THAT BITH FROM 3 ON, SESHE WOUD MAKE A GIRL OUT OF ME. aLSO A LATER CONFESSED LESBIAN OFCOURSE BEFORE KILLING MY DAD!
yOU SAW THE 12 SWEARED IN? mAYBE I CAN WAL LATER WITH THE ??? PUSISTERSINLAW? i THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE, THANK YOU, DON`T OVERHASED ANYTHING, BUT NOT SO PAALIATIVE AS THE GGZ PLEAS, BYE!
or i'm i to gun HO?