For many years i have wanted to know the source or why i have a particular odd fetish.
The fetish has been with me for as long as i can remember. Probably as early as pre teen age years.
I am a mid 50's straight professional male just wanting some answers if possible as to what may have started the fetish or anything you may add
to help me understand it. Or myself for that matter.
The fetish involves having "nice feminine" fabric items put around my neck as a bib or cape. EG baby bibs, hairdressing capes or any fabric item around the house i like. EG a crisp white pillow case, or a feminine half apron, dish towel etc etc.
I know i am not the only one who likes the same thing (thanks to the internet), as i have for so many years thought i was a truly one off weirdo.
I told my wife to be before we got married which was some 33 years ago. She does not understand it at all, but has on the very rare occasion participated if i have asked for something. But i find i just can not ask her these days and have not done so for many years. I know she doesnt really want to do anything, so hence i don't ask. This in turn is making me so frustrated in more ways than one and it is starting to affect me.
I don't have a sexual relationship in any way and have not done so for years. My wife is just not into sex in any form at all.
Hoping you can help with answers, ideas, suggestions, or anything that may help.