Its okay, I do not want you to feel guilty if you do not tell me everything, I completely understand. There are many possibilities for why you may be having more flashbacks and that the 2 days have been rough for you, but instead of focusing on the possible causes, lets look at solutions and what we can do to help stop these bad symptoms from occurring. Remember with the flashbacks, you have to try to bring yourself back into the present by focusing on things in the here and now. I know it will be tough for you sometimes, but I am always here for you if you want to chat, when it gets too difficult. I also know that you have a lot of great inner strength in you, and you are lot stronger than you think, so rely on that strength when you get those flashbacks. The flashbacks try to bring you back into a time when you were a victim, but that is not real, you are not a victim anymore, you are stronger and more independent now.
I think I know what rape case you were talking about (the one Missouri)and that has to deal with minors first off, and also there was corruption within the police and DA's office I believe who knew the well connected family of one of the boy's being accused of this rape. So this does not apply to you at all and your case is very different. Also what you are reading on the news happens in less than 1 percent of all cases, so you should not think this will happen to you at all.
Regarding the pictures, nearly every couple sends these types of pictures through email, text, etc...it is perfectly normal relationship behavior that will not be used against you at all and I am sorry that he would be showing these private intimate pictures to others, it just shows that he is the monster that we both know he is. Also these pictures and any past sexual behavior cannot be used in court under the Rape Shield Laws. Here is a link describing it for you, to help put your mind at ease that these pictures will not be admissible in court.
I hope that you are having a better night tonight and that you are relaxing and trying to keep yourself calm to not over stress
. And of course I am always here when you need me Lauren.