Hello I believe I can help you with your concerns
I am so sorry that you are going through these panic attacks, I can imagine how distressing this must be for you
May I ask, for how long have you been experiencing these panic attacks?
I will not lie to you, these are pretty severe panic attacks that can be cured and managed by non-medication means, but those means may take months of using therapeutic techniques, while the prescription medications may be more effective and faster for you
The predominant non-medication techniques would be Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Exposure therapy. I can teach you some of the techniques of CBT and recommend a couple good CBT books, but I think for your severity you may want to consider a therapist's help. A therapist can also practice exposure therapy on you, where you are gradually exposed to the panic attack stimuli over time to help lessen your anxiety to it as you get used to it. This is best done by a therapist in a therapist's office.
CBT has a premise that your symptoms are caused by negative thoughts, so if we change your thought process to be more positive and objective as well, then your symptoms will lessen, thus no more symptoms of a panic disorder
So this link may help you, it contains a technique I use with patients called a thought record. It will help you keep track of any negative thoughts you have. You put the negative thought on paper, the emotion accompanying, the evidence to support it, and the evidence against it. Then I want you to come up with an alternative thought for the situation (more objective and plausible). This will help you change your way of thinking to be able to think more positive and not automatically go to a negative type of thinking.
In addition, these two worksheets are very good at helping lessen anticipatory anxiety and helping you focus on the big picture and the objective/positive thoughts and outcomes.
Sorry I forgot the first link, here it is.
Now the links for the first two worksheets that help with anxiety
Also individuals with panic disorders also have a poor coping mechanism, so this worksheet will help you develop a better coping strategy to manage your anxiety better.
These two books are also really effective in helping manage anxiety and panic
This is a link for something called Progressive Muscle Relaxation that can help you create a long term calm by using muscle tension and release techniques, it can help manage your anxiety and panic better too and is very similar to meditation
Now for the supplements, the St. Johns Wort is very effective, also Omega-3, Glutamate, and Valerian root can be added to increase anti-anxiety effects
For medication, the use of an SSRI antidepressant, I would recommend Lexapro at 10-20mg or Zoloft at 150-200mg, in combination with the use of benzodiazepine (e.g Ativan, Xanax, and Klonopin) are effective in managing panic disorders.
The benzodiazepines are usually effective within hours of use at calming you down and the SSRI antidepressant starts to be effective in 2-3 weeks of use and its maximum benefits are seen in 6-8 weeks.
Well since you do not want to take the medications, then I see no downside using the techniques and the natural supplements to help you. But if your find that these are not enough you may have to ask your primary care doctor to prescribe the medications for you as they will most definitely be effective for you.
Yes this is definitely a treatable condition and with the techniques, books, and natural supplements it should gradually go away.
Well like I said the therapy techniques will take awhile to start being effective, you should start seeing benefits in 2-3 months and the maximum benefits in 9-12 months. The medications do work faster and can be temporarily used until the CBT techniques are enough to manage your panic attacks alone.
So it is really your call if you should go to work or not, but I want to let you know that you will not see fast results with just the therapy techniques and supplements.
Well the side effects of the SSRI antidepressants are usually temporary and never permanent once off the medication. Here are a list of the most common side effects for you.
Well you should definitely cut out caffeine and any other stimulants from your lifestyle. Try walking or exercising for at least 30 minutes a day as well.
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