I married my husband seven years ago
I was happy the first three years ,I thought he was the man of my life
he is 18 years older than me.
With time we discover that we can not have children he is low count
and I'm, 38 years old.
At the beginning I thought that it will not be a problem if he had a erectile dysfunction today im not happy with that,
plus the age difference is getting us.
I want to have a baby but I do not feel attractive to him any more
I love him as he is the most beautiful person and beautiful heart
but im not happy .
He also has a job that is not stable construction job
I feel sad
I do know how t o deal with this
my dream about the marriage is done
and my biological clock is killing me
Im not sure what to do plus ,younger guys attract me more today
I feel guilty for that and im very confuse.