Im crying.. I just needed that validation. Thank you.
If you only knew the relationship that I had with my dad before this whole event. He was my best friend. I could tell him anything, and he would never judge me.
I miss him so much/ and in order for me to deal with things the way they are .. for my own mental health.. this is how I have to cope.
Its a grieving process for sure.
My mom is a very evil manipulative person. And it may seem selfish to my sister.. but that is HER opinion!!
thank you for providing this feedback. I have just been so emotionally abused by her for so many years that it's time to finally say.... enough!!
unfortunately that comes at the price of losing what is left of my dad.. I know that i'm a good parent, good daughter, good fiancé and good sister. that is what counts.. :)
My sister also told me that me fiancé (who is 8 years younger then me) will likely be looking for a younger wife in a few years anyway.. I cant take these negative behaviors from people. it's just ridiculous.. So much turmoil..
I live a nice life with my dog, and my 2 grown children and my fiancé, and we have normal everyday life stressors, but minimal drama..
thank you again