Relist: Answer came too late.
I'm showing a lot of signs of bipolar disorder. What happens if I leave it alone? I have exhibited
Agitation or irritation
Spending sprees or unwise financial choices
Increased drive to perform or achieve goals
Increased sex drive
Decreased need for sleep
Frequent absences from work or school
Poor performance at work or school
Suicidal thoughts or behavior
Low appetite or increased appetite
I had eating disorders when I was sixteen (I'm 22). I've been anorexic (110 pounds, 5ft 7in) and bulimic. I've also bee a self injurer including methods such as cutting, burning, pinching, scratching, and extensive bruising. The worst I've been capable of is a few 3rd degree burns. Including an instance when I cut my leg open, filled the wound with hand sanitizer, and set it on fire.
I haven't self injured in over a month, and 3 months before a 2 week relapse in May. But I have suffered an intensifying sex drive. I'm a virgin in a VERY conservative Christian home. I've never had sexual thoguhts before. In the last few months I've had my first kiss, which have been both innocent and sensual, and have watched porn. I also started masturbating.
I'm not sure what to do.