I have a slight problem at work. One of my colleagues is close friend with the girlfriend of a classmate that I have nearly not spoken to since I was ten because of a shamefull act involving three naked boys having fun in an innocent way. They got over it I guess, but I dont know how to handle it and I dont want to confront it. It was the cause of my drug addiction or one of the causes. My family was the other and I did'nt want to surface it to them. It would have totally destroyed my dailylife and further future. My mother figured it out and have forced me to deal with it. Therefore I hate her. I'm 31 years old. Try not to judge me, it wont do any good. I have been in psychiatric care and it totally destroyed my life. I could'nt have peace with that I need to re-evaluate my sexual preference because of an outside source or sources. Basically my insecurities about this event are still haunting me to this day.