Hi. I am sort of at my wit's end. I got involved in a D/s relationship and I loved it, I was so happy. I hope you don't think it's weird, but it was a Daddy/little girl dynamic. I have never been so happy, sexually or emotionally. A few weeks ago I found out that he was also involved with a friend of mine, and I asked for a break. It was torturous for me. I cried all the time, I missed him so much. We reconciled over the weekend and almost immediately another friend told me she was involved with him too. I am devastated. I can't eat, sleep, or work. I have had other breakups before but I've never been so unhappy. I have even considered going back to old, unhealthy habits for relief. I miss him so much. No one has ever made me feel so safe, and it was all a lie. How can I move on? I'm worried that all D/ s relationships are like this.