I am very lost not sure what to do. I have had numerous misdiagnosed medical issues. It started as sleep apnea overturned to asthma (I have asthma like conditions during the day) asthma dtr thought Gerd. I seen a GI dtr I have an endoscopy in 10 days that I am going to move up. I talked to another dtr I guess I could have (I have all the systoms) of spasms of my thoart. It closes I gasp for air for minutes and then it opens. It is possible in some cases that it does not open you pass out and deaths have occurred. Dtr said to get the surgery done for proper diagnosis which makes sense. The problem I have I have no one to talk to. I am planning on a support group and return to therapy but my family doesn't want to hear about my medical stuff daily but I am living in fear of my life. I am dealing with this alone and considering when I get better (cause I not giving up) on getting a divorce. My husband has not once ask me how I feel; does not reply sometimes and just said yes he does care but never even gave me a hug. What is wrong with me that I expect my family to support me through this. What do people do that have Stage 4 or in hospice care. I assume they always have the medical support but do some of them go through that without family and friends. If so how do I? I have dropped some of these people already. I figured that they don't want to hear about it so why bother? This I believe is getting me depressed. I am on a lot of meds so I will ask my dtr about medical depression. Thanks.