I've been with my husband for 7 years and I still can't seem to just lay back and enjoy sex with him. I gag at the end almost every time, occasionally I will cry, I always feel this sense of being uncomfortable. I don't understand why this always happens.
I should clarify that he is never rough with me and he's always very conscious of my feelings and always feels bad for me. I was never abused or assaulted though I did have an uncomfortable relationship when I was 18. He never hurt me but I don't have fond memories of him. He was seductive and convinced me to do things everything but sex that is. I always feltt wrong after I left his place
and just completely degraded. I'm sure a lot stems from that bug not all that sure why really it would still affect me now.