Hi! You know, to give you the best answer, I think I should ask you a few questions first that will help define the problem and the situation.
Your question is very evocative that there is so much behind the simple few words you write. How long have you been using alcohol?
And how long have you been attending AA meetings? How often are you attending? Is it helping?
What other things have you tried in the past? Did they work and for how long?
Do you think you need in-patient detox and rehab? Do you have insurance and the financial resources for this?
Now for some general questions: Was there trauma or abuse in your childhood? What about alcohol or dysfunction in your family when you were growing up?
Are you interested in medications to help? Or self help techniques? Or psychotherapy?
Are you getting any therapy treatment right now? If so, what type? How is it going?
If not, when was the last treatment? What type of treatment was it? Was it helpful?
Any extra information that will help, feel free to share.
I'm going to be going to be logging off for the night soon, so if I can't answer before that, would later today be okay for me to respond?