how do i stop my mind going into overdrive?? i think constantly about all sorts and worry alot about silly things.i have actually been thinkin since meeting him oooh i wonder when my funny feelings will start,and then when i realised how happy i was feeling i thought omg they wont!! im crazy!!
i do know though if there was no him there would be no funny feelings!! i have thought about being single forever!! also he has cheated in the past that plays on my mind!! and also years ago he kissed one of my friends and i have been thinking about that how i never want him to meet her again,she is a good friend and on my birthday im thinkin not to invite her because i dont want them to meet :(
i do believe he has changed,grew up alot he is a dad too,a brilliant one.he is a few years younger than me too,i like them young :) i think there is something special about him,i dont want to ruin it.even if he hadnt cheated in the past i still think i would think he might like i have done in the past thought it bout every bf iv had.i need to sort myself out,thanks for talkin to me :-)