hows your mom?
the kids are fine i guess. i havent seen them since sunday.
meanwhile the new schedule we didnt get it til last night at 12 mn for next week - this sunday and all my days are changed to sun mon thur. so i told our new manager.. who seems nice enuff. and i told peter who seemed distracted.
peter an di had discussed my schedule when i 1st called to return and he had said sun mon tue? i said yep.
i hope he fixes it. i dont have plans for the ends of the week b/c i thought i was scheduled for tue
anyway he said ill take a look at it. i feel like not even discussing it with him again and just going in for my reg days and being like you said it was ok to switch it. hes not over staffed his par is low if i work either day..
i talked to him about 11 to 11 and he said oh you have to wait for it to be posted it should be soon. (sigh)
dr b spoke to me. he told me i was doing a good job and i was going to say soemthing and then i said oh thx.
i sat next to wendy who was busy as was i - i helped by discharging pts for her.. she didnt seem too appreciative and she actually went out to break. then she offered to relieve rosemarie dr as girlfriend and not me. i had the thought why the f**k do i help anyone?
the pt terri had with the bloody stool. it wasnt dark b/c it was lower than the stomach and not digested. it was bright red but clotted. so that means its not afresh lower gi bleed. so it sat in the intestine and clotted. then we got ot see it.
i had a pt - who was brought in by 8 cops. he was driving under the influence - of drugs i guess. he def seemed glassy - and he flipped his car while they were in this hi speed chase. he crawled out of the car and ran inot the woods. and they couldnt find himfor an hour. they called canine units to track him (hes recently out on parole..) and the canine chased him as he was running the dog jumped to bite him and bit him ... in the balls. i thought he was being a baby about it, but i said i needed to see - i had amale nurse named patrick come with me and told him to touch him im not - and sure enough two puncture holes in his scrotum. and a ingunal hernia. the er drs didnt seem to care too much. drs a and b let him sit and wait for 3 hrs til the day shift came.
at least the cops were cute. the shortest one was like 6ft and the rest were all taller til like one was like 6ft 4 or so..
they were all nicce, and i had the thought that i kept to myself that well they couldve killed this guy in the woods. who wouldve known honestly?
meanwhile a woman 2 doors down was freaking out (shockingly not my pt) and it turns out the f**k i ha raped her 4 yrs ago and she hadnt seem him since and freaked. what r the odds? the nurses are trying too console her and im like just move her across the er my god.
it was an odd night to say the least there was a guy who had a t shirt on that said - with the monopoly guy with monocle (sp?) - if the girl has fake boobs im throwing monopoly money at her - with a picture of a girl on a stripper pole...
like fake boobs fake money..?
then we had this crazy woman who kep tyelling at nurse who i find annoying - named kerry - shes very stuck up and of course peter thinks shes f**king great - and shes rude to the pts. well either way - the pt was like i remmeber you from last time and you were a bitch then (and im thinking give it to her give it..) and kerry says i dotn remember you - and the womans like yeah youre the same bitch etc and just kept antagonizing her. and i was like laughing b/c i remember that woman and i remember them having this same fight awhile ago. whats even weirder is we were at the same assignments like last time. so iw as sitting on my side laughing..
as far as agreta nurse. honestly i realize im not. i make an effort, but there must be a reaosn im not successful. i obviously wasnt successful at my old job. and now here. it kinda proves it.
i saw my friend dan from days who i havent seen in forever and he was rubbing all against me. his dad died and left him a building thats worth 2.3 million in brooklyn - brownstone. and i had the thought... i should let him rub against me since hes got money here...
tmm2 texted me to see how work was.. and we only texted a few times as i was so tired i fell asleep several times while driving home.
it was weird but i was actually feeling like my old self for a little bit - like remmebering the way feb felt. valentines day etc.. i had soemthing that sparked those memories.
i mean i know ros not going to get me anything so theres no hopes of like soem romantic valentines day or anything...
but it feels like that early spring feeling.. and its snowed like a dusting every other day here for like 5 days...
well i have to get ready for work. i hope its not as busy. my legs were killing me at the end of te night. im having hat shooting pain you get from having a spinal/ epidural... it lasts like a year.
and i realize that it been 10 years that rob and i are together... and i was thinking.. despite the money... id lie to have another baby spaced at 2 years.. but i know it would set us back financially. but its been bouncing around in my head like a ping pong.