Hi Ryan sorry I did seem to run out of space. There is a lot more of this if this is ok.Yes I did bond with her and felt as if she was always there for me. I am very happy with my current doctor and i now feel as if I have bonded with him also. I don't know if this is a good or bad thing. At Christmas I did another nice thing and gave him a gift also just to say thankyou and that I appreciate every that he has done for me so far .
Over the weekend I ended up getting a bit upset and drunk a little too much with a friend. I ended up doing something stupid. We went on the social network facebook and were looking up people just for fun. By a silly mistake and that was all it was I ended up sending a friend request to my current doctor. I know and understand very well about a patient and doctor relationship and delected it straight away. I meant no harm at all . I am now very scared that he is going to think that I am stalking him also and have some kind of fixation with them. I am also very scared that he may not want to or feel he can't treat me any more. I will not beable to cope at all if this did happen. He may not of seen the reuqest but then again he may of done.I am seeing him soon. What can I say about this ? I would like to apologise that it was a silly thing at a crazy moment and that I am deeply sorry. Also I would like some medication to help me with my emotionally state as I feel I can't go on like this . Can I ask him not to ditch me ? I really need his support still whilst I am still trying to increase my hours at work. What would he say and what about if I mention it but he didn't see the request. I am a very generous person and I am feeling very fragile and sensitive at the moment.Please could you help me. Thankyou
Thankyou so much . Can I ask does he have the right to stop treating me because of this ? Should I stop worrying about the gift card that I sent to my previous doctor as I can't do anything about it ?