Thank you for your expkanation. There's something I still don't get it about the unresolved problems with my parents. You mean I can't just try to forget it, but have to deal with it and how it affect me? Because all this time sometimes it is easier for me to pretend that I have a normal family, that my parents were great parents, that I erase all bad memories than try to face it. Make a fake fantasy about my life.
And about that depression has tendency to be inherited, what should I
do to prevent it? I don't want to be a weird woman like my mom..