Hi, I am 23 year old guy. Let's just explain brief what I've been trough. In University, I was so happy, I am studying a commerce degree, actually it's not the education that I wanna do, but I do it from the suggestion from my parents, and friends, and I think it's a useful thing. However, since it's not my area of interest, I couldn't make it good, and always seeing a unsatisfactory mark even I studied like hell, it's sort of making me sad. In 2010, I have got a relationship with a girl, but the mother, is sort of materialistic, since I am a student, not rich, and not productive, she doubt me, and many problem comes and we split up. It making me very angry and depressed, maybe because i put too much trust on her. In 2011, I worked for PWC a big company right? Then graduate from my uni, and been working in Sydney Australia. During the work time, I am pretty happy because I got the job, good pay, the thing is, i felt very lonely that time. I live alone, most of my friends have been going back home to their home country, and in the work place i only met old people. It makes me really depressed and I got a severve acne, that really break down my confident and self esteem. At the end of the year, i decided to go back, becuase i just couldnt take it anymore, with my lonely life, broken face. In 2012, I went to the best dermatologist to fix my face, it's been a year, and it's not clear up as I expected but it's getting better, but still sometimes it makes me very sad to meet up the people. In my home country, I live alone with my parents, and have some friends here. Then i think that during my time to fix my face, i help my parent's business, beside I make a pharmacy in my city. I can tell that making a very big business is my ambition in life, and by helping my parents, and growing up the busines it makes me rich easily. In 2012, as well, I always go out using a concealer to hide up my acne, because i had low self esteem by not using that, and I knew that it's wrong to use that, because I am a guy, and it affect me to do activities, such as sport and things, and basically it impact me with my relationship with friends. THe problem, with my parent, working, it's a good time. But i become abit slack, and not productive like i used to be. Maybe because i felt insecure about my face, and my parents have a high expectation on me. And Ive tried my best, XXXXX XXXXX I'm not a pro yet, they like to scold me, in a very rude way to me. Then when I can't take it, we always fight and arguing each other. In 2013, January, my face is clearer (still have got some pimples around) and my self esteem is low without concealer actually, but i decided to not using it because i felt emberaassed of using that stuffs. And the problem is, i sort of boring with my life in my city, yes the business is still my goal, but I wanna do a master degree to equip my self with more knowledge. I wanna do the master degree so bad, because I felt very bored in my city, and I am afraid to not having a girlfriend, since working here I couldnt met new people, beside I also wanna learn in a new environment. But my sister, my parents didnt let me.. I need your suggestion, should I do master? or I need to stayin in my city and reach my goal, even i bored, and got some insecurity with relationship in future? How can I increase my self esteem and confidence with this broken face? :( Thanks.