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I can imagine how difficult this situation must be for you. Divorce after such a large part of your life was spent in that marriage is so often devastating. And so anxiety and depressive symptoms often accompany the divorce and the period after the divorce.
Valium is now classified by the Drug Enforcement Agency today as a controlled substance. It is a benzodiazepine, and all benzodiazepines are controlled. Prescriptions, in fact, have to be registered in state databases to avoid abuse. Thus, there is no legal way to get a prescription written online for Valium or any benzodiazepine.
Your only option would be to go to your doctor and see if he/she will prescribe for you. Or the doctor may refer you to a psychiatrist to prescribe it.
You might also consider adding a behavioral component to your treatment for your depression and anxiety. While behavioral treatment requires more effort from the patient than medications and is not as quick acting, it doesn't have the side effects nor withdrawal symptoms of the medications. If you would like to introduce a behavioral treatment, feel free to ask me another question about it. Just write “For Dr. Mark” at the beginning and everyone will know it’s for me.
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