Thank you so much for the positive rating and bonus! I appreciate it very much.
My best to you,
I am feeling so depressed and just want him back.
If you feel he can treat you better and more of an equal, then working to get him back is feasible. The key is to be sure he won't use your desire to be in a relationship as a way to control you. Go slowly and re establish contact with him. See how he behaves. And if he does the same thing again, you may need to move on. In the meanwhile, you may want to get some counseling to help you cope with what he is doing and just for the support.