Thank you for waiting.
I had to be offline for a while due to other duties.
So, you are working at a lousy job, while applying for insurance jobs.
You have not gotten a job offer. You are anxious and depressed about this situation.
It's important for you not to dwell on the past and keep applying for insurance jobs until you get an offer.
You've been clean and have no substance issue now. Right?
You don't have to volunteer the information during job interviews.
As far as I know, it may take a year or more to get a right job that you really want.
So, you may need to maintain hope and motivation and keep applying for better jobs.
If your feelings of anxiety
and sadness overwhelm you, you may need to work with a psychotherapist/counselor or a life coach to manage anxiety and depression during this stressful time.
Please let me know if you have more questions. Best regards,