Hi glad you are enjoying your time away and your time exploring, you really weren't lost at all. Lots of thinking too. My response is the same as before, the what if's may never occur so why waste energy on worry. It is about continuing on with the knowledge that your experiences, all of them, teach you something and you grow emotionally from it. You have taken steps to trust others and you have done well with it. So go enjoy the rest of your trip, have fun!