Thanks, Kate. I know I can call Linda whenever. Of the EMDR is going to help, then I'd rather do it sooner than later. I just didn't know it would be in lieu of therapy. Since I'm seeing rose for this limited thing, it's not like I can go in and talk about what is going on presently with her or want to - and even of I could and I felt like I wanted to, it would just delay things further. I just feel caught off guard y that and the length of time. Linda left me a message yesterday to give me "moral support" for my appointing with rose - she just said "it's fine, you'll be fine, it will be a good thing.". She left me another message today askinge to let her know what I thought of rose and everything. I don't want to call her back because I am upset and mad. I guess I should tell her how I am feeling about the whole thing.maybe I will call her this weekend.As far as the anniversary, we close on the new house that day. I will look at it as a new beginning. Then maybe I will just beat the crap out of something. Wanna see a pic of the new house? Let me try ......
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View from front door ... (the mountain you see - right now we live right at the base of it)...
Thanks for being here, Kate.
Your new house is really nice! Thanks for the pictures. Now I can think of it whenever you talk about it :)
That is a good idea about celebrating your move on the anniversary. It is a fresh start in a place untouched by what happened.
I understand your feelings about Linda. And it's ok to take some time before you contact her. You need time to sort your feelings first.
Let me know how things go with the EMDR and your regular therapy. You are in my prayers.
Take care Shay,