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Hi. Welcome. I am a Licensed Master Social Worker with more than 20 years experience working with individuals and families on a variety of issues.
What you are experiencing is quite common and I commend you for having the insight into what the issues are for yourself.
I always like to ask people to look inside themselves and see if they are operating from a place of fear or a place of love.
By what you are describing it sounds as if you are coming more from a place of fear...as you say staying with what is familiar and comfortable.
The tough work here is to sit with the painful feelings that any break up has and to grieve and allow your self to heal and move on.
it is scary to enter into the dating world and new relationships but as you say compromising your happiness has been the cost of going back to what is familiar.
you dont know that for sure unless you try but what you do know is that you feel your happiness is being compromised.
I also know that usually when there is a break up that unless those issues are truly worked on that we usually end up bumping into the same things that caused the issues in the past.
I hear the confusion and I would suggest that you do take some time for yourself....you don't need to date others during that time if you dont feel ready but maybe take the time to explore how you feel, what you want in a relationship, what exists with her and what hasn't been working, and why your happiness isnt the highest it can be. Once you take that time going through all of that your confusion will be less and you can proceed with making a decision then as to whether trying again is the best thing for you.
you make perfect sense.
I know how you miss her...that is normal. I think a great option is time for yourself to do the work i suggested above.
yes I know and that is why being with yourself is the best option.
give yourself that gift to understand all that you feel and want
lets not put a time fram on how long you need. As you spend time with yourself you will know when you feel ready to try again with her or to put closure to it.
You sound wonderful and i highly doubt you will be alone.
You have great insight and compassion and those are things that lead one to NOT being alone.
but right now alone is where you need to be and that is a good space and not a bad one.
alone doesnt have to equal bad
when you take the time to explore all of the above and you truly believe that the issues that have caused the cycle of breaking up and getting back together are not going to change.
I like to say it this way...we all come with our own stuff and sometimes it is just how the "stuff" lines up and fits with another.
you will have "stuff" with anyone...we all do, but the fit has to be right.
it is my pleasure. Time will tell where you end up with things. but paying attention to what you want and need is crucial.
that would be like saying the job you have been in for a bit time needs to be the one you stay in for the rest of your life...sometimes they are stepping stones to the next one and the first one gave you growth and insight for the next space in life.
I think being with yourself is the way to go...if that agreement felt right in your gut I dont believe you would have reached out here.
You can come and request me anytime you need to process things.
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Stay strong and focus on you!
Thanks so much. greatly appreciated.
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