Some forms of piercing can be considered submission but rape is not. A rape scenario that you create may lead to submission. But there is nothing in a true rape that would be submission. We say that the victim is "victimized" for a reason. The victim doesn't voluntary engage in sex in a rape situation. They are fearful, afraid and responding to someone who has used his power to gain sex from an unsuspecting aggressor. It is okay to express yourself and crave activities that are out of the ordinary. You do not however need to let men abuse you. There is a healthy relationship out there for anyone, It starts with valuing yourself so others will too. A therapist could help you come to terms with why you don't allow for positive relationships. Only then will you find out why you allow yourself to be used. I hope that you can find a way to just be you.
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