hi steve. if you can believe i just got home from work last night. yep at 3pm. i went to run errands. i had to gas the car, dry cleaners, oil change and inspection, plus go to the dmv and renew the cars registartion. now if you can believe this.. well ny state actually thinks theres a scam going on here. i wanted to renew the car registartion but its in my husbands name. so i cant. not with out a form filled out at the dmv thats signed by him, and a copy of his drivers license. now forging his name was no problem to me.. but i didnt have a copy of his license. so the dmv thinks... that people will go and pay $150 or whatever to renew a registration and be at the dmv for 2 hrs where it smells like feet... and that somehow the person who owned the car would not want you to do this for them...
hmm. like i would just randomly renew my neighbors registration just cause!!!
cause im crazy? i mean wtf.
so after 90 min i find out i cant do it b/c on the form it says sign his name so i did. and thought ok were a go. and then they said i needed the copy of the license whihc it didnt say on the form. yeah the dmv sucks. its a wasteland of time and money and full of tears and broken dreams.
anyway i went to get my eyebrows done.. and the girl there is great. ashley. we laugh non stop but shes like 10 yrs younger than me. anyway shes so sweet and i say wicked things.. and she laughs and i corrupt her. anyway a woman was in the store and they sell all beauty products (really we just need a f**king magic wand you know?) and this woman wants to know what paris hiltons fragrance smells like. and i said it smells like her. whore.
ashley starts laughing she snorts and even the customer was dying. so i then said it smells like her fathers tears.
yes ima trip.
i went to the salon also ( a different one) to get a pedicure since my feet are awful. so i get a guy who ive gotten before. hes good at massages.. nails.. ah. hes ok. i seem to get hima lot which annoys me. for the pedicure part. the massage is good i admit. but he get s alittle rough fro me. anyway, i get the pedicure and its acceptable.. he starts to give me a shoulder rub which comes with the pedicure.. so he says do you want a massage youre very tense.. this is true i admit. so i say i m having ababy and point to my abd. he says oh baby. yes. so he says you can lay on your side. so i agree to a 1 hr massage.
he tells me to take off my uniform and put on the terry wrap thing. so i do but leave my underwear/ bra on. b/c i felt strange i admit. i have weird vibes but im exhausted and i already agreed. so im on my side and he comes in and i have the sheet on top of me too. so he fixes my pillows for my head and knees and he moves the sheet for my shoulders/ back and he says oh bra. (he doesnt speak english the best..) so he says take off. so im hesistant and he says ok open back. i cant due to my preg and position and he unhooks my bra. ok so i still feel weird...
well hes massaging me and im trying to relax. since thats the whole point. well i fell asleep. i wake up and its a little more than an hr and he says ok youre done. and is patting my back. i wake up with a start and he says ok? i say yes ok. i get dressed but my shoes were left outside so im going to walk out with flip flops and get my shoes. so he brings them in and tells me sit. i sit and he puts them on for me. whihc was ahelp honestly. but im thinking like omg, i fell asleep and had my bra open and underwear on and he couldve looked at me or touched me. what do i know? how could i fall asleep like that? i mean i know im exhausted but really that was stupid. i go pya and get out of there. i drove the ashley at the eybrow place and i tell he ri feel like im doing the walk of shame here and i tell her what happened and shes laughing b/c i am being funny... but i try to take my mind off of it. as i feel unsettled. i have no clues to soemthing bad have happening other than me falling asleep. i know i wasnt drugged i didnt eat or drink anything provided by them, it really was fatigue.
am i overly... like looking for soemthing wrong? he may have had a clue id fall asleep as i did doze in the pedicure chair also.
im not telling rob. its like i deserved whatever happened to me for being so stupid.
i know im going backward... last night was ok. dr a was not there. it was a dr s and dr m. dr m is very nice and well respected by all. but he did go to school with dr a and b. theyre all in the same residents class. dr m is married and seems pretty stable in mood and composure. he doesnt get excited and i saw him coding a pt and the nurses aide was doing cpr wrong and he gently corrected them without it being an international incident.
anyway dr s is supposedly a dick. i have heard of many run ins with him. he did get nasty with me one night when i asked about getting orders for apt. he snapped at me and i was grateful whe ni knew id only work with dr a and b. anyway i havent seen dr s in many months, and he took about half my pts, i stayed out of his way and kept my mouth shut. i was plenty busy and figure di didnt need this loose cannon going off on me.
but he actually joked with me and was polite and said ok .25mg po of xanax for the pt and 5mg po valium for me. i laughed and said and what im left out? and he said well soemones gotta be straight around here. i said man im always the designated driver. and he laughed. we had a homelss guy whos a frequent flier and hes pretty gross and he spoke with hi and said well how can we help you tonigh? the guy said im relaly hungry. he said ok no problem. what else? do you need a social worker? housing? so the guy said yes. dr s said to me.. liz could you get mr so and so a sandwich and a drink? so i said sure give me amin. i was writing an assessment for a really sick pt and didnt wnat to forget what i was wriiting. i finished what i was actaully writing but not all of it, got up got 2 sandwiches, soda, crackers and pudding. i came back and dr s said what toook you so long liz? laughing. i said sorry i had to make these sandwiches. and he laughed. i said plus im almost 6 months preg. and he said i was teasing liz. he ordered the xanax for soemone else but "gave" me the valium this time as it was "my turn' and i said oh so thta way we can be friends now? and he said that implies we weent before. i said oh no i wasnt saying that .. but now we can be bff.
and he laughed and said wow i havent heard bff for a long time. i said yeah cuz youre not a 6 yr old girl.
he laughed again. i felt myself possibly going ino bad territory and possibly getting this misconstrued so i tried to stay mor eto myself for the rest of the night.
dr a didnt speak to me at all that 2nd night. he didnt even look at me. as neither did i. so i guess im petty too. i know i can be. esp if im insulted. i dont know if thats my persoinality or just a female thing.
i avoided peter this am figuring if he needed me hed find me. i was there a f ew min after the shift but didnt actually run into peter. i saw him go by and in the distance...
oh you mean you didnt call kate on her little tikes phone and discuss my manager problems with her? im shocked.
shed prob say babys here and a few other things over and over again and youd get frustrated and hang up.
i have manged people. yes i know shocking really. and i dotn like having to go thru all these pains of making a schedule to make everyone happy. b/c i have alot of shit to do. and work is work. i t doesnt mean i want the 2 of them to fight it out or vet their issues. but its like be professional yoiu moron. and if you start doing it for one... youre doing special requests for all. i want to be this one. i wont be with this one. well id odnt have time for you bullshit games.
i didnt try to explain that to jen. cuz i dont think shed egt it.
no the guy ho was in the suv didnt look like tmm