I am not sure if this is working?
sorry I was confused about how this works
I am in constant fear of dying
like now, my doctor told me yesterday I have broncitis and I am freaking out
yes I do but they have zero time
when they do have time there isnt a theripist open
I would like to explore other options first
I really feel like I just need to address with someone why I am having these feelings
yes it is
im not sure really.
no I think it started before then but It has been all consuming since
honestly, I cant tell you what does anymore.
thinking of those thing isnt calming to me anymore. that is way I am here. I cant stop this overwhelmed feeling
that isnt the answer i was hoping for right now...
I just reallly want to talk to someone right now. I am terrified of taking medication.
I dont know where to start. I am feeling very affraid and lost.
yes. everything is great. My marraige is strong. I am happy where I am. But its is the constant fear of keeling over one day that is the bad part
It makes me feel ou of Control. I had a very very bad childhood where me being in control of my self kept me alive.
yes he does. and he trys to help. But if he cant understand how can he help?
its not the being dead part. Its the dying part that terrifes me
ultimate lose of control
i am calmer now. i guess I just what to know if there is anyway I can find a counselor online via skype or whatever to talk to. I have dealt with this enough. I am tired and it is going to ruin my life if I cant change it
I hope so too
nope thats it. Thanks for your time