his trauma was his father leaving his mother when he was a young child. he basically raised himself.mother remarried again to an abusive husband of which he witnessed the abuse. yes he does suffer from anxiety has gotten better but still takes xanax as neede. in my opinion his mood shifts constantly in & out of depression. we have seen the therapist that was working with our children due to their difficult behaviors, but we wound up arguing in her office about who was right or wrong.
he is willing for us to see somene together, first he says im the crazy one. because i cry & get hysterical from his abuses towards me. i just find it so difficult to cope with the difficulties he presents in our life. this has been going on for so many years but now that we have an 8yr old & 7yr old. they are at an age where they are suffering from this aswell. i feel very alone confused embarassed. i cant identify who i am anymore.on the days hes ok. im more or less ok. but when his mood shifts or hes had alcohol he becomes angry almost monster like it scares me & hurts me very badly emotionally so i cry & scream for help. 18yrs is a long timein a marriage very scared to be on my own but feel so hopeless & breathless at the same time.
will i have your response tonight?