Hi thanks for writing, excuse my orthography im from PR. The thing is that i never imagine that this could happen, i never thought my relationship was going to end like this, Actually , I am a physician, Im an Inernal Medicine Board Diplomate by USA, I dont think prescriptions will be the answer and Im not prepare to phase a therapist, Im hopeles right now and i dont know what to do, I am really sorrey about the harm if i did some, and i regreat about that.
Actually i stop and it was not like i was drunk all the time, i did not took alcohol to get drunk or something like that, that was not a problem never before, The thing is that i did not notice when he started to get tired of it, It took me by surprised. Things change for him, i understand but at the same time i did not change with him, despite the love i had and still. i think stock
it is true, i know i have to not think about me, just think about him and give him the space he needs, but is very hard, i really love him, ill do whatever he needs to feel ok, i just need some support to deal the fact that im loosing him. I do not want to be selfish, so i know that i have to bring him my support even if the fact is that he end with me, but is hard, i just want to give him my love and support. I respect him alot, and i accept his determination to leave mee, but is hard. I just want the best for him.
I know, but i feel guilty, not worhty and ashame.
not changing when he probably was expecting some higher attitude by me
Thanks for that, i really needed to hear that! i should accept his desicion and keep going with my life, its very heartbreaking to say, and even harder to do, we still live in same place til i found i place to go, im working on that, its hard to see him daily and not even talk to each other. At this time i have to go to see an apartment, so ill close the chat and cheek later for answers,,thanks