Thank you for your question. I can see the strife you are experiencing based on your post. Good for you for your 4 month sobriety and glad to hear about the family support you have. Based on your question, it seems as though you need a referral to receive therapy and/or medication management services. Is that correct? If so, please let me know and I can help.
If you can't afford medications, have you considered going to a Federally Qualified Health Center? Typically, these health centers have a behavioral health consutant that can assist you in obtainig medications at low cost due to lack of health insurance. If you feel comfortable in sharing what city and state you are writing from, I can give you a referral.
Thanks for your reply I feel i need to receive therapy. Its tough with copays and meds I am in Hawthorne NJ 07506 any help would be welcome
Here is a website for the FQHC in your county:
Please let me know if you have any further questions or how I can be of assistane.