oh, such a long talk with K, struggling now. Just filled her in as to events, which she already knew by email. Talked about my feeling entrapped again already. He is behaving as if nothing has changed, still just sitting around, still expecting his dinner. Nothing HAS changed, yet. He didn't go out tonight, sat in with the TV.
I was lying on my bed earlier thinking what I need to do to my room to make it more acceptable forever. Like I need a chest of drawers, thinking about having a little change around so that I can fit one in, move something else out. It made me smile to think of having a new chest of drawers, maybe a mirror on top, nice ornaments. But then I thought I have given in, no fight, that's it, I'm here in my little room (it really is tiny), and I'm letting him have it all, he has his way, apart from the divorce, he has everything he wants. Easy peasy.
K said NO, that is not how it will be. 'Just bc D says so, does not make it so'. I need to talk to Mark the lawyer.
You asked about progress with the divorce.... well, I've emailed Mark to tell him of the weekend's events, and that D had 'agreed' to a divorce, but he wouldn't be getting legal advice at all, and he wouldn't sign the papers off his own back, but might if I asked him to, and did
Mark want them signed, or could he go ahead without them signed. Well, guess what, he hasn't replied, so far, so I have let him know how things stand, I'll just wait now. I think next week the petition will go to court, and after that the first round of papers from the court get sent to D, and he has to do something with them this time.
So tired, can't think any more, must sleep,
good night, mon amie :)