Hi Heidy, got a couple of your email updates encouraging to update.
Well, nothing has changed and my son is not willing to help himself, regardless several conversations to which I have integrated your advice.
He started eating though and only after I "threatened" him with calling an ambulance if he continue this self neglect
and dont stop his hunger strike against himself. His father works and lives far away from us, has arrived for a vocation and we are in good position to join efforts in doing something strong and definitive in relation of getting him back to his track, Where, at your opinion shall we start? Just to let you know I am very sick and can't take care of him any longer. He is not looking for job, and as I mentioned earlier, he dropped out of college,
he has developed some social (communication) paranoia and avoid people at any cost. He doesn't care if I sick and how bad. His self fixation is getting worse. I am in a difficulty position, I can leave him behind as he is socially unfit and not ready to transit into an adulthood, and I can't keep him because my own boat is sinking and I need to repair before I collapse! I am a strong person, but this is too much even for me, I feel like a marathon runner who came to an end unable to make any inch further...