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I am so sorry that you are going through such a difficult time in your life. I realize how difficult it is to find work. I don't know how basic your are willing to accept as a job, but any job, even serving burgers at McDonalds, would be therapeutic for you.
I am concerned that you have just quit taking your Wellbutrin. This could have serious medical and psychological effects - withdrawal symptoms, of which there are over 50 symptoms. Gradual tapering is essential to prevent these side effects, which can range from the mild to the life-threatening.
Some of the most typical physical side-effects include lost of balance, severe headaches, feelings similar to electric shocks, fatigue, tingling sensations. blurred vision, nausea
Psychological symptoms can include hostility, aggressive behavior, irritability, paranoia, troubling thoughts, increased depression, anxiety, and depersonalization (you feel like you are losing your grip on reality). You can become highly emotional, over-react to situations, and even suicidal thoughts.
If you are feeling symptoms you would be wise to see your physician about returning to the Wellbutrin and taper from it properly.
If you want to talk to someone, and if you are feeling the slightest bit of suicidal thinking, then call one of the free suicide prevention hotlines (listed below) and you can talk for free to a sympathetic and intelligent person who can encourage you.
I wish you great success in getting past this stage of your life. Don't let psychotropic drug withdrawal add
to your problem.
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I wish you great success in moving past this low spot in your life. You have the drive and the intelligence to succeed.
Elliott Sewell, LPCC, NCC, CCMHC