you think im low maintenance?
ok now im going to make rob read this. seriously.
i think i used to be more hi maintenance but esp since kate or even after a few yrs of marriage... well you dont get the compliments or the flowers.. they still grunt at you though..
oh did i embarass you that i didnt fake it twice last night?
ok the 3rd time i had to fake it cuz i was really done by that point...
rob could work in it. i dont know a motherboard from ...i dont know. but i just dont. rob built his whole computer at his old job b/c his was messing up and it couldnt fix it. so they said they couldnt buy him a computer. the co couldntr afford it. so he was a hobo using other people computers while he used his misc budget every week to buy a piece of his computer. which lead to him building his computer. and it was custom. it took him like 10 weeks to be able to buy everything.. but he had a really cool computer by the end and every1 was jealous.
ok they really are nerds.
rob brags about that the way my dad brags that con ed had to buy him a special truck b/c of his height and ada laws or something. my dad takes care of that truck the way he does his personal car. he brings it to the co mechanics for tire rotations and washes it in the big car / truck wash.. pls its crazy. another 6ft 7 or 6ft 5 guy uses the truck too..
he buys air filters for it strauss auto.
my mother says he loves the truck and his infiniti more than her.
i almost said theyre dependable and dont bust his balls who can blame him?
you think im crazy. see? its all relative. and the scary part is theyre all related to me.
steven if you came and were invisible... and heard and saw all this bullshit. well you may laugh for awhile. then youd be crying on the inside. i decided long ago if i was to flip i would kill every1 in the family. cuz im not sleeping on cot for any of them to visit you know? plus it would show my dedication.
imagine me getting killed for hummels and a plastic covered couch? seriously. how can you be over 85 and fall like every 2 months and not break anything? ever.
or die from all the radiation from all the xrays?
my grandmother is manipulative i feel- like she didnt want me to leave so her goal was to get rob to just go and for me to stay. i was pretty thin too. and if i was fat. so? id be afraid for her to see me now as i am heavier and even preg.. well id get shoes busted.
do you need to eat that?
yes im preg.
ok now my mother is more hurtful and cruel and uses things against you. my grandmother is a more basic insult artist where my mom seems to really know how to go after me esp.
my brother was horrified when my mom had icu psychosis
- she would call me a whore in front of everyone. and just spew venom. and she somehow never had that to say to him. isnt it funny how that proved the inner thoughts she had?
she called my dad a number of names that would make him simply walk out. my brother once said to her soon after how she was absolutely disgusting towards me. and she just shrugged it off. now if she was just confused she would say it to everyone. but somehow she didnt have it to say to my brother. she called the nurses bitches and fat and lazy (all pretty true ironically i was very unhappy with her care esp since they knew i was an rn..)
i know now my bro but def my father didnt really know went on between us.
now i took care of my mother. she was in a coma for 6 weeks. and i took emergency vac and leave. and a pt in the icu for a long time told my dad that a million dollars couldnt have bought the care i provided her.. and the other pts there. i never slept once and i was there all night. and i would make dinner for 8 before going to the hosp and bring it to the hosp.
and she was in a 4 bedded room and you would think the nurse would sit in there with them. nope.
i would be there helping all the pts.
i would prefer to have to hug a porcupine really. i wish i could record what happens and send it to you. just b/c i dont feel i can express it well enough typed. i also dont know if im jaded about it.
my mom was supposed to die - she had ecoli poisening and well obviously she didnt but it was expected. my husband of few words said..of course she didnt die. heaven wasnt having her and hell was afraid shed take over.
he said that of my grandmother to my mom and my mom was like yeah. she said if i cry when my mother dies rob just slap me hard across the face.
i think she didnt tell me cuz maybe shed realize id be looking for an opportunity to hit her back.
dr bs 1st name is XXXXX XXXXX call him joe.
well i think kids and girls play mario kart.
i didnt know of like a disney princess game to tease him about. but that was essentially what i was trying to say.
i hate call f duty. all the ptsd and none of the real heroism. please people grow a set.
i made rob stop playing when kate and i around b/c the sounds scare the bejesus out of her. i mean she was a f**king infant.
if you want to be a man be one in real life not in a video game.
and yes i think dr b should buy me gifts. why? i dont know. i just do. lol. so there.
tmm has messaged me again now and says a very suave and well thought out 'hey there'
well thats totally won me over.
ill totally forget the rejection of him telling me he wont leave his wife.i never told tmm i think emoticons were stupid. i didntoppose them the way i do now. i just find them annoying. like the smiley is ok. but the ones that have eyes rolling or tongues hanging out... really stupid.
ok ill take your suggestion for the new name. btw you know my email is my original name @aol.com.
just in case.
ok so how about steven olsens naughty nightime nurse?
ok good glad you agree setting up my new account now...