I am five weeks pregnant. And this pregnancy was not planned. I got pregnant by accident by my very physically and emotionally abusive ex boyfriend who has told me he cares nothing about this baby and for me to go have an abortion. Also, my mom despises my ex, as he is very dangerous and has a long prison record. She has no idea im pregnant and Im hiding this from her. If she found out , she would immediately disown me and kick me out of the house.
I have a history of mental health illness- borderline personality, and bipolar
and im on social security disability, no job and no money. I was on seroquel 100 mg and lamictal 50 mg, but when I found out I was pregnant, my psychiatrist told me to cut off the meds.
Now, I am experiencing overwhelming anxiety
, daily crying spells, constant fear, and very sad
and depressed. I feel so helpless an alone. Please, what can I do? I cant take this much longer. Thank you