Well, I hate shopping or and trying on clothes. I'm more likely to buy something and wait until I get home to see I it fits. But you can't really do that with jeans. And I always forget to return things I they don't fit, which is such a hug waste of money. But it's worth going today if I can save 50%.
Just to clarify - I had asked Linda to stop the EMDR before things got so bad. So she had stopped before my little episode. She was just sitting there. She sausage did say a few things, and he thought I heard her. So what else could she do? It's not like she's going to slap me to snap out of it or something.
The sitting beside me may help sometimes. But on Monday, the fact that she had her chair sitting right next to
Ine really close was on of the problems, I think. She said something about it yesterday, too, wondering if her close proximity and the fact that I was kind of experiencing things, made me feel like like she was there watching it. ? That my be. I dont know. And sometimes I wouldn't want her touching me. And I sense, ethically, that she may have an issue. She has given me a few awkward hugs before when I'm leaving, or an awkward par on the shoulder when handing me tissues. It's just weird. I think sometimes it would help , but sometimes it really would not.
I think you should try to let your hairdresser do whatever they want once. Hair grows back!! I had longer hair, all one length, with no bangs (and my hair is dead straight) from cleve until about a year ago. Then I just told her to chop it all off and do whatever. It was funny - she cut off a big chunk really short first thing so I couldn't change my mind. It looked so different. People seriously didn't recognize me at church the next day. It was funny. But I ended up really liking it. Seriously - give it a try!
I know there are physical reasons for my migraines, but nothing physical has changed, and since I've been on this antiseizure stuff to prevent them, I have been getting them a lot less. And then lately, I keep staring to get them - much more frequently. There is a chance that the various sleeping
pills, and now the other 2 new meds are causing the antiseizure to be less effective, bit I think it more psychological than physical, especially because of some of the timing.
It's nice that you understood my fear and nervousness about going yesterday. It helps that you have experience that and aren't just lookin at it from a therapist's point of view.
Well, I'm off now. Will be glad to get back home and veg after this.
Thanks, Kate :)