yes. it does make you less hot. if men dont think im hot. then whos thinking im hot? lesbians? and if men dont think youre hot, how can you be hot?
see/ youve been called worse than disgusting. now thank me for your compliment.
i dressed down a male nurse last night. he owes me big. i gave him major guilt.
we were getting slammed with pts. so the nurse next to me was getting pissed off. well he got a pt who was bleeding out of her eye. and no trauma. and bleeding from her nose. so ems tells me this and were all the way in the back, not the place for this pt... so im like oh shit she could have a hemmorhagic stroke
i tell another nurse kfc nurse look we need you to triage this pt, im going to go get a dr.
i go to the drs and im like we need a dr... so dr a is there and i cant bullshit this and wait for dr b.
so dr a comes and is like ok, get a ct scan, pop a line, cardiac monitor, well the male nurse yells at me, he doesnt need my help, ill do mty work you do yours. so i just walked away b/c i know everyuones busy. i feel stressed too. but its inappropriate.
i had som e difficult pts that were very reminiscint of the old hosp. too reminiscint. to the point that i felt like crying. i told the new manager, and she was like maybe the wifes crazy too... i said well yeah...
i felt a little isolates as none of my friends were on, and the charge nurse was a bitch...
i kept getting hit with more pts, kept running. at the end of the nite the male nurse offered me candy (now i may be a fat chick, but i can buy my own candy, and i dont forgive so easy. i dont know if you noticed..) so i said whats that for? he said just cause. i said said just cause youre a jerk?
so he says what? i said youre a jerk.,you yelled at me you dont need my help. when i didnt do anything wrong. he said i didnt yell at you.
i said yeah whatever. so then he tried to make excuses how its too stressful blah blah. but if you didnt yell, whats the stress have to do with it? so i said that.
so he says ok ok im sorry. so he says well i just kept getting pts. i said really? i got 6 in 90 minutes plus had 5 other pts.. our load is supposed to be 6...
so he said how can i make it up to you..? i told him listen even my husband doesnt yell at me.. so hes like come on liz. so i told him i dont want your candy or your fake im sorry. so i get a pt who i cant get a line. he had shitty veins. but on top of that.. i was cross eyed from exhaustion. so he says do you need help? so i was going to bite the bullet and get some1 else... and then i said ok good go put a line on no vein guy.
well he couldnt get it. he comes out.. i cant get it. i said tyou know i only liked you cuz you could get lines. now i dont know if i like you. so he asked another male nurse who got it in a second. and he put a huge line... he comes running out victorious.. and the male nurse who couldnt get it was like look i suck. i said i know honey im sorry. he then said what else can i do? i said nothing. youre uselerss like all other men.
so did i do a good job?
hes back tonight so i can hurt him some more.
yes i hope to have a boy. a maSculine polite boy who respects women. and doesnt put their underwear on the floor. its possible. i may be the 1st woman tio do it. but im nothing but persistent and stubborn.
how do you know my wit is different? you didnt know me then...
dr b and i were busy...we didnt talk much and dr a started to say something but stopped himself. i said nothing more.
things went from bad to worse with the administrator. i had texted the administrators friend the teacher who taught me for the er. well shes like is this liz, so i said yes how r u? well she wanted to dr bs story, and she gave me the admiistratoirs phone number. and i just felt stupid b/c i feel used and lie they never talk to me... im out of her class a year and she hasnt even asked me, so hows it going...?
i didnt answer the last 2 texts b/c i was driving to work... then at work running around.
i didnt see the administrator today and i was exhausted. i didnt tell dr b anymore about it. i saw him and said, oh.. thats so and so....
so he said oh i took care of her bro before he died... i feel bad for her... i said nothing more, but then he was telling me about another drama thats going on with another ex, which he says is fun. but i didnt get any elaboration. we didnt have time.
so what do you think?
dr b and i had a pt who was paranoid and i over heard dr b saying liz is one of the best nurses here. really, she knows what shes doing...i didnt ask him anything about it...
and no there was no fun at work. i hope i didnt get any complaints. i was polite but my patience was wearing thin and i had a pt who was manipulative. i gave him over to a male nurse. but he called me a bitch. so he got pulled out of my room, and put into a hallway. and he got to look art a oxygen tank instead of having a nurses aide right there since i had the paranoid dude who had a close observation. he was quiet the rest of the night and im not taking care of [people who curse at me. security came and said just switch her off hes an asshole. i felt embarassed, but i was so frustrated with them - all the pts.