steven olsen please tmm 1 im d me a whole bunch of smily faces yesterday. cuz thatll fix whats broken here. im so glad people under estimate my intelligence and think they can distract me with smiley faces and candy... maybe even shiny objects may work...
the lawyer said she was going to ask the investigator off the record if it wasnt too serious then wed come in. if he said it was, then shed ask to delay to do more investigating. i know she found out he had the tapes. so she wants the tapes. but she never told me and i dont really know if she ever did
ask. i just put a call out for her. i got the paralegal who said theyd call back in 5 min. im twittling my thumbs.
of course my concernb is the date got delayed b/c he told her off the record. f**k you better investigate more.
i wish she would call. im going to finish this post and then get a pedicure cuz i really need it and im not sitting here all day to wait for her. i had a slower night last night and ive been more quiet the last 2 weeks. to the point i had people ask me im ok. (why? they dont give a f**k..) anyway with my quietness and no friends to talk to - ive had time to think. not good for me. i first wrote list after list of shopping, packing for the trip, things to buy when we get there plus things to buy before, plus list of stuff to order, book, buy before kates birthday. yeah. so when i ran out of that in an hour, it was all f**k up my mind time. good job i did too.
well the paralegal called back and she said the lawyers in court. we couldnt get a judge to sign the subpoena so the date to get the tapes had to be pushed back. we had 2 different people go at 2 different times to get a judge to sign it and they said its not under their jurisdiction. and not a supreme court case. yeah i dont know either, so she sent the subpoena without the judge on it b/c she can but its more enforceable with a judge. sigh. the paralegal also said that my investigator is very nice, theyre working on another girls case but she waited and dealt with the discipline office herself and now threres a prosecutor and shes a bitch to deal with according to the paralegal. so its good that my investigator is nice..
i guess. supposedly the lawyer will call me later today
i had a pt who had vision loss and he stated it was like a curtain came down over my eye. this is a classic spontaneous retina detachment statement a pt will make. so i walk right over to dr b an tell him this guy has a detached retina. so he says ok, im busy with this me or dr a will come. ok. so dr a comes and hes like i think he has a detached retina. so i said yeah, thats what i said. so he says well thats an advanced differentiating diagnosis. i said yeah and? so he says well its good that you can do that. so i said yeah i didnt just fall off the turnip truck.
so dr a tells me oh its no big deal... (i was taught this is a medical emergency...) and hell be d/cd to home with f/u with opthamology. im like ok, he doesnt need a ct scan..? so he says no. im like o. so i think i better look this up. so i am and new orders pop up and it says ct scan and sonogram etc. well i didnt ask dr a anything so i didnt look like im rubbing it in his face...and the pt ended up being admitted. later that night he said when i asked whos admitting the pt, he said well im waiting for call backs, i said oh ok, you mean they werent waiting for your call at 3am? and i laughed. he said that comment was totally uncalled for. i just shrugged my shoulders and walked away b/c frankly how come its ok for him to be sarcastic? but i cant? and it wasnt even that big of a deal of a comment. i mean really. i didnt talk to him for the rest of the night. im so tired of him. he also complained that i wrote that i spoke with dr b about the pt in the 1st note. he wanted me to take it out. i told him i wouldnt b/c i notified an attending dr. of this pts condition. so he says that this is the 2nd pt i picked up that has dr bs name in it. it looks bad for dr b. he never came and saw the pt. so i said well it looks bad for me that i didnt notify a dr when i feel this pt needs to be seen. i didnt change it but dr a commented he wouldnt like his name in a chart that says that,. well i felt like saying you know i dont really care what you like.
dr b didnt say anything to me about the notes. dr b and i talked, he told me how he spent the nite at his girlfriends house - just as friends - i told him youre crazy. youre giving her hope. he said no i told her no. i said well shes thinking ok hes in my house and hes asleep and undressed. i told him i wasnt judging but to be aware. he said yeah i guess i see what you mean. but she said she wants to be friends. i said yeah, did you ever hear how men and women cant be friends? i mean are you that naieve? so he said ok im not going there again. i said well thats your choice, im just telling you heads up.
he also told me he hasnt been with alot of women considering hes 39...i said yeah right.