Well, I guess you are right. I don't suppsoe you have any idae how bad this is as far as how long the therapy would take? I do have someone that I have seen on and off and will call her about this. I guess I should ask her. The break ups that I have gone through have really compounded and yet I feal kinda strong that I just don't want to put up with stupidity. I drove a catering truck and a customer gave me a sticker saying "stupidity should be painful" it was for my pink hard hat. lol Well, do you think if I just realize that these feelings are related to my divorce that I will be able to get through this knowing that is kinda what has been going on? I mean it does make sense. My ex and ar friends and I mentioned I believe that we are taking our son to the keys for his college graduation present. I almost can't wait till he is really on his own, yet I don't know what to expect.