If you are suffering from these symptoms then you need professional help. You are listing symptoms all centered around impulsive thinking. Impulsive thinking can be interrupted but it takes motivation and hard work. You may have to combine drugs and alcohol treatment with mental health care. Often drinking is just a way to mask a chronic mental health problem. The drinking is just a symptom. Even sex can be a symptom of a deeper problem. Often people are masking a mood disturbance and experiencing this as low self worth. The low self worth is a symptom of a disorder as well. Find a professional who can treat you for everything. Attend AA meetings to get support from other addicts. Find a support group that will help you make better decisions. Start building support system so that you don't resort to drinking.
You will need to show initiative in dealing with these issues but people are successful every day. Log onto the agency in your state responsible for licensing professionals such as the American Psychological Association to find a therapist near you . To address the problems you have to address your choices of impulsive behaviors. They will decrease and eventually you will find peace
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